Something to read at night

A new blog as my old one was full of old events and also linked to an email I no longer have access to. I will be blogging about mental health, asexuality, motherhood and so on. Based on personal experiences only.

You know what?

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wangyaoforequality:

To all the radfems complaining about 4chan spamming the #feminism and the #misogyny tags, I don’t feel sorry for any of you as a female and a former feminist. You wanna know why?

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I agree with not visiting 4chan if you don’t like the content. I don’t agree with assholes thinking it’s amusing triggering folks by posting bad things in feminism related tags. If they wanted to have the high ground, they definitely just lost it. And for people who say they’re not feminists but support equal rights for women (and I’m a-okay with people not labelling themselves if they care that much about it) how can you support pictures of women being abused used in 4chan’s protest? That alone should have made people withdraw their support.

You know what?

wangyaoforequality:

To all the radfems complaining about 4chan spamming the #feminism and the #misogyny tags, I don’t feel sorry for any of you as a female and a former feminist. You wanna know why?

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THAT’S WHY

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Yeah sorry but a few extremists doesn’t excuse them posting pictures of gore and rape for the very VERY many of us who don’t participate in extremism. In fact, the idea that people think it’s justified disgusts me.

(via bleak-necrotic-paleness)

Dared to express my feelings for once towards my mother and she told me to just “suck it up and deal with it like everyone else.” Like I’ve never heard that from someone with no history of trauma or severe mental illness. I was almost disappointed she couldn’t say anything more original.

I’m so sick of this attitude that dictates to be grateful for things I can never complain about anything else. Like yes, well done that you haven’t kicked me and River out on the streets. I am aware of that. You threaten me with that possibility every time we have an argument. I walk on eggshells in this house most of the time in case you ever decide to go through with it. And FYI that shouldn’t be considered a favour, especially if threats to rescind on it come so often.

Apparently I don’t do enough housework (I already tidy all mine and River’s things, do both of our washing, clean her bottles, cook mine and her food, hoover and dust. By contrast she does the washing up, takes out the bins and recycling) but then when I offer to do more I get told I would do it wrong so don’t bother.

I get told this is my place as much as it is hers but when it comes to inviting people over she dictates when I can and can’t. It’s allowed when she’s at work which is when all of my friends happen to be at work too but she just decides it’s oh-so-generous despite knowing full well there is no one to invite over during those times. Having someone over in the evening or a weekend? Forget about it. But she has friends from Germany stay in our place for over a week without notifying me until the last minute.

I pay half of all bills except for rent but again, I have no say in anything.

Basically every single day is spent looking after my daughter alone. I go to groups, the same shitty groups every week, alone. I go shopping alone. I sit around the house while River naps alone. Watch some TV because what the hell else can I do. Then the weekends ARE EXACTLY THE SAME. Week in, week out. I get maybe 16 hours once a month to hang out with friends and half of that is spent sleeping at theirs because I know as soon as I get home in the morning I have to go right back to taking care of River so I need to be rested. So forget dancing, staying up late, drinking a lot, you know general things that help blow off steam.

On top of that I currently have a shitload of resurfacing trauma from rape, domestic abuse and postnatal depression but as I said in the beginning, I should just shut up and deal with it. Because, y’know, no one wants to hear about that.

Honestly, if I didn’t care about River as much as I did it’s a toss up as to whether I’d just disappear somewhere with all my savings or put myself in the hospital. As it turns out, I can’t do either. In fact I can’t do anything. The irony of my mum’s statement is I’ve been shutting up and dealing with it for months now to the point where I’ve regained heart palpitations, low blood pressure and breathlessness from repressing everything. But I’m A-okay.

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arguewithatree:

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arguewithatree:

unpopular opinion: honestly, if your employer isn’t paying for your male coworker’s condoms, they shouldn’t be forced to pay for your birth control either. that’s actual equality.

Except women use birth…

It’s about the ruling in the US. The land of fuck you if you want decent healthcare haha

arguewithatree:

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arguewithatree:

unpopular opinion: honestly, if your employer isn’t paying for your male coworker’s condoms, they shouldn’t be forced to pay for your birth control either. that’s actual equality.

Except women use birth control for a lot more than having sex. Not so much for condoms. Research please.

except you didn’t read the part where i said, “and i say this as someone who is on birth control for medical reasons.” whoops.

Nope I didn’t because the friend who reposted this didn’t have your tags. Be that as it may, just because you happen to be on birth control for medical reasons doesn’t make your comparison any less idiotic. In fact, I’d like to suggest that you of all people should know better.

Either way, I’m glad I live in the UK where I can receive any contraception for any reason I choose it for free (Y)

arguewithatree:

unpopular opinion: honestly, if your employer isn’t paying for your male coworker’s condoms, they shouldn’t be forced to pay for your birth control either. that’s actual equality.

Except women use birth control for a lot more than having sex. Not so much for condoms. Research please.

(via bleak-necrotic-paleness)

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bleak-necrotic-paleness:

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bleak-necrotic-paleness:

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glowcloudatlas:

People shaming Josie Cunningham for wanting an abortion can go fuck themselves.

Not your uterus? Not your fucking problem. If she wanted a thousand abortions then she should be able to get them because it’s her body and her fucking life no matter the reason.

Pro-life people…

Ehhh I’ve had two abortions and I don’t really care why other women get them to be perfectly honest. None of my business, just like it was none of anyone else’s business when I had mine. You can’t be pro-choice and then start making exceptions based on your own morals. That’s not how pro-choice works, sorry.

In all honesty, the thing that pisses me off is the fact that she’s knowingly smoking and drinking while pregnant, just because she doesn’t like the baby’s gender. If she wants an abortion, that’s fine, but its not something to splash across the media like she has.

If she’s having an abortion then why does it matter whether she smokes or drinks? Or am I missing something there? o_O

She changed her mind and decided to keep it. But she found out the baby is male and now wishes she’d had the abortion. She’s now drinking and smoking 20 a day to ‘get over the disappointment’.

If she’s keeping the baby then that’s another issue completely unrelated to abortion. Although with any luck if she continues the same behaviour once the child is born it’ll be taken from her by social services faster than she can blink.

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bleak-necrotic-paleness:

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glowcloudatlas:

People shaming Josie Cunningham for wanting an abortion can go fuck themselves.

Not your uterus? Not your fucking problem. If she wanted a thousand abortions then she should be able to get them because it’s her body and her fucking life no matter the reason.

Pro-life people…

Ehhh I’ve had two abortions and I don’t really care why other women get them to be perfectly honest. None of my business, just like it was none of anyone else’s business when I had mine. You can’t be pro-choice and then start making exceptions based on your own morals. That’s not how pro-choice works, sorry.

In all honesty, the thing that pisses me off is the fact that she’s knowingly smoking and drinking while pregnant, just because she doesn’t like the baby’s gender. If she wants an abortion, that’s fine, but its not something to splash across the media like she has.

If she’s having an abortion then why does it matter whether she smokes or drinks? Or am I missing something there? o_O

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glowcloudatlas:

People shaming Josie Cunningham for wanting an abortion can go fuck themselves.

Not your uterus? Not your fucking problem. If she wanted a thousand abortions then she should be able to get them because it’s her body and her fucking life no matter the reason.

Pro-life people…

Ehhh I’ve had two abortions and I don’t really care why other women get them to be perfectly honest. None of my business, just like it was none of anyone else’s business when I had mine. You can’t be pro-choice and then start making exceptions based on your own morals. That’s not how pro-choice works, sorry.

(via bleak-necrotic-paleness)

Always relevant at 1am. The only time I get to be not together.